Thursday, November 01, 2007
here i am.....back to my blog...
dearest have been pestering me...and i pushed having the need to blog like so many time oreadi...
but 2dae got no excuse to give....hurhur :)
hmmmm....what shall i tok about???
kk...first things first, HARI RAYA! how was it??
i shud sae ok lar....i went for prayers on the day okay!!
and i spent a few hours on the eve and actual day at fatinsuhaila's...
haha first time i'm doin dat.... :)
love life seem to be gettg better by day.... so yeap... WILL treasure it....
next, schoool....sigh...the worst part of it all...
sucks! haha...timetable, tests, assignments, yadayadayda.........
never-ending man!!! Fu&*!
+++++++++ CCA...foooh! lucky got dat to make me chill out a little...
but but but...when pol-ite comes, tests also comes....hmmmmmm
how shud i handle it??? i guess as professionally as i can huh...hopefully....haha
i dun wanna drop my gpa by too much man...
e-learning!!! knnccb!! also another shithole....
i've been doing assignments for 2 days and it seems that it can nvr end...
when ure done wif one, comes another...haha
sighhhhhhhhhhhh...
the only intresting part is that i got to DISSECT a FROG!!! haha
okok,enuf about shitlife....
here comes the happy life.....my dearest!!
tml my dearest having As..so i wan to wish her GOOD LUCK first...
and guess wad?? we went to jb to check on her new hse...haha
fooh! look like chalet man....just like wad we describe our dream home to be....
when we saw the showroom..."Wahhhhhh..." haha
coooooool man........ aiya...got alot of thing to tell...
relationshp wif her parents have been escalating.......gooooood!!!
:) that's the most impt.... soon man ....sooon....
<10 style="font-size:78%;">
i live my our lives :)
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Life lesson no. 1 learnt: Don't be too adaptive..haha
if ure not sure what i'm toking abt...look at those pictures carefully....
if ure blunt, u will tink its just a picture/signboard or wadever shit it is..the fact is u tink that its a PROP... just like how ppl will treat adaptive ppl... those who can get for you ur wantssss..
to those who are like dat, u fit into the first picture... cool rite??
its good to wear that man...prevent others frm being cheated/used or hurt?? wadever....
just wear the freaking shirt....it will definitely look good on you..who?? if u felt the pinch frm tis,then its YOU..duhh...dun bother tinkg...
pls save the innocent....dun harm anyone else... c'mon man...
tink of humans feeling...other than the freaking global warming (envir sci)..
go do wad smarties do best...STUDY..dun bluff ppl...
next up,losers who look like grafittis....
they are so good/nice and talented if u wanna kol it....haha
you cant even tell they are the Freaking losers ure looking at...
just like the phrase: thorns among the roses?? if i'm rite...
they just spoils the attitudes of many... those trying to get everyone to move forward together in the end.... even those struggling... haha selfish rite??...
then again, that's Life..if u tink of others, others may not think of u..
Last picture, a f&*king big signboard for passer-by(s), and vehicles...
hw many vehicles follow the signboards on the roads strictly?? haha so few...
and when u ask them....they sae they cant see the sign...
that's hw adaptive ppl will treat losers....sad to sae... like an "invisible " signboard...if u dun understand, its like u cant see a sign which located at where u look everytime..
u may noe these losers are among you, but stil, u dun care and close one eye and think positive...
hoping ur good actions will be realised...but then, ure wrong..
dun ever do tis...sty firm man..dun risk it...haha its baddd...ive been through it...
that's the end of the lecture for today, any qns? pls leave me a comment,anyone who agrees?? oso can comment...haha (: looking for fren......hehe
if ure wondering hw i'm doin? i'm goood...semester gpa of 3.2..
future son-in-law
hari raya coming...
bdae coming=registerg for license
fatinsuhaila hafway to class 3A license
more to come.....
'mummy: this is my future son-in-law, Zul'
--smiles-- (:
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
damn!!...now tis contradicts myself...
holidays are quite boring...haha sad to sae...
esp in the day...
but in the evening and nite....fooh!! superb...
there are oni a few things i do....
sepak takraw, go out wif anei they all (weekend) or alone/family time wif fatinsuhaila.. (:
luckily i got back to playg takraw..
occupies most of my nights...haha ((: shiok man.....
the best is still the weekend where all are free esp my dearest fatinsuhaila...
she throws her books aside and 'entertains' me then..hhaha ((:
go here,there,everywhere....
laughing laughing and laughing...... like mad ppl on the streets...
guess we have to have fun b4 fasting month comes....hehe ((:
then we will all have to 'chant' and control our needs?? correct word?? haha (:
-meow-
life for me has been lovingly loved man...shiok!!
lovess <3
so later...gg over to fatinsuhaila's place...dunnoe do wad...to spend my time away lar... watch teevee...sit down talk talk...and wadever that we can do lar...hehehehehehe ((:
10 oclock-->go home....haha ((: dat's normal timing for me man..
cab home...sleep. so to those cab drivers, regular customer--> Zul wdl dr 14 at 10..haha (:
for now and this holiday, all out for takraw man!!!
and ohyah, congrats to my twin classmate rachel chai lin.. she's placed 5 out of 250 ehh
archery u get that kind of placing...cool man...well done!!
thats all for now...byeeeee!!! ((:
'iloveyou' never seems adequate (:
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
wooohooo!!!
exams are finally rite before me... ((:
which means, holidays are coming...... butttt too bad its jz one month....
sigh....nvm larh,as long got holiday...
as me and my classmates always sae to each other every week; "i still remember clearly . . . . . . . . . last week/first day of school." haha
that's hw fast tis semester seemed to past for us....guess its all due to the workload we had tis time...but, its all over now...
just hope that holiday will feel loonger since fasting month is coming as well...
revision: goood for the first paper...as usual...
for the other 3?? -no comments-
tend to concentrate on the first paper more.... but nevertheless, started abittt of reading for my plant sci paper...and hopefully, tml strt on chemistry as well..
seems like Olevel huh....study study an study...
even my mum saes that olevel oso i din study as hard...haha ((:
tis time, results will show how much moreeee effort needs to be put in.
thinking back, i shud have gone into real estate man!!!
my aunt in HDB just told me that the gg to offer jobs in 2010 for diploma holders who earns at least S$5000+...WTH!!! even biotech diploma earns haf of that. but then, if i kena NS oso no diff lar...will finish at 2011. but if i do not need to do NS................................hmmmmmmmmmmm
may try for dat opening...and maybe biotech oso can apply arh....haha ((;
aiyah! i'm drifting away...
aniwaes, i'm blogging cos i'm taking a break nt becos i gt nutg to do ehhh...
gg back to study soon....
so to all my frens who are facing EXAMS, just sit back, relax and enjoy the beauty of alphabets written on ur notes. GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!!
together,we will (=
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
blame it all mostly becos of school...
its been killing all my mood to blog....but 2dae, dunoe why got time...
esp when i have biostats exam tml... haha ((:
aniwae...wad's gg on with my life???
haha...actually, again, my life revolves just ard a few things; school houses and notes.
imagine school taking up ALOT of ur time...includg this week-STUDY WEEK.
i'm supposed to stay home tis whole week,but see, got test lar..extra lesson lar..haha shit life huh...
but okayla...maybe its worth it till just now when i noe i falied my plant sci quiz by 1/2 a mark..haha bad luck lar.... so yea, tests every week...did okay...now its the ULTIMATE EXAM!!
the next two weeks will be THE WEEKS! haha 4give me for my eng...screwed up arh..
so yea, peeps out there, wish me luck...i'm puttg in all my effort that i can oreadi..oni neeed ur luck...hehehe ((:
other than school, i'm been tinkg of friends that looong time nvr meet; anei,central ppl, my partner-yilun, small boi-jon..and alot more lar...
haha after my exams maybe... but i still scared i 4get to contact them...haha
hope they are doin fine...and well...
and yea, my relationship is gg goooood....i just passed the 7 mnth mark recently...haha
so slow eh time flies...feels like dunoe how many years....ehehe ((:
its all goooooooood!!!
and the latest discovery-i'm suffering or u may call it diagnosed with a loss of lumbar lordosis. wad izit?? go check it out on the net...haha cooool ehhhh
other than the pain... all becos of sleepg on the floor with a thin mattress everyday...
haha (: but wad to do...no choice..dat's y i always tink at i have a big bed...cos its my home's floor i;m sleepg on... gg for check up on the 3rd of Oct...will update abt it then..haha
other than these recent events, all's fine...will try to update as often as i can...
maybe once during my exams or after dat...haha most imptly,
WISH ME LUCK PEEPS!!! (((:
be with me (=
Friday, June 29, 2007
when do males strt their puberty?? i seriously cant remember exactly... shame on me cos i'm a BIOtech student...
if my memory serves me right, its 13/14 and above izit?? i dunnoe larh!!!
so, things like voice break, taller,hair growth and Maturity...
Maturity for me is the level of tinkg... how u see tings, reason out/analyse situations etc.
in my sec sch life, i seldom took things seriously...except impt things... like wad?? i dunoe,cant remember... aiya,simply said,it was all play by ear for me during that stage..
all i did was play a fool in class, make fun of teachers and just be the joker..... my frens seldom took me seriously for things that i say and i din care abt anitg dat time..
all i wanted was for everyone to have fun includg myself
so yea, those years have be ha-ha-ha all the way for me...
but have anyone tot of wad is exactly gg on in my head??... haha
i dun tink so..if yes,prob they tot all dat i'm tinkg is stupid... and yes,i agree wif them...
all the things i do,say or wadever shit...i reflect on most of them..
i observe reactions...even the slightest.. even if u get pissed by it, i will noe... its oni i dun care if u are the minority... but ppl just dun care wad i tink...
all in all, for me, all that matters is i got my own perception of tings... and dun tink i dun know wad's gg on ard me even when i put a blur face or a cock face or behave like and idiot... i KNOW.... i just know... i'm smarter at knowing all these things rather than studies...
trust me on this... its all abt being observant and sharp..multi-tasking...
till now, one ting still haven change...ok,maybe abitt
that is keeping my problems to myself... because of my behaviour, how often do frens ask abt my probs or even ask weder i have one?? haha i wud be shocked if it happens. all kinds of probs are gg on with me...and where or who do i tell it to?? my blog(recently),fatinsuhaila or just by talking to myself abt it b4 sleepg...may sound stupid i noe... i just see no point in lettg it out to ppl who dont wish to noe abt it and get them all moodless...
this is why i'm taking abt my maturing life... how mature am i?? tell me ppl...
i reli dunnoe...y am i strtg to tok abt these things in my blog?? i reli dunnoe.. maybe becos of study stress,family stress etc. i reli dunnoe... just felt like doin it...sheesh
dun wanna continue, y'all can predict the rest i tink..bye!
finally maturing? or not?
-wonders-
Thursday, June 28, 2007
and to comfort myself, tml is FRIDAY...which means the strt of the weekend...
time to take a break, catch up on sleep...hehe ((:
this whole week has been brain draining...lessons were full force....
had to pay attention ehhh..jia lat unoe....):
but okay lar i guess....biochem test was fine...
chem results were good... (:
the ONLY bad thing is dat i have a re-test on biostats next wed... to get my 7 marks to pass... )):
can be achieved i guess...
meaning..my weekends aren't free at all....
again...datasheeeeets.....sucky sucky things that had to be done...
moreee to come... other than all these shitt academic stuffs, i am beginning to stress myself all over again... i guess dats becos of my wanting to do better...sigh... hope it pays off..
help mee plssss...
sigh...wad's the point of studying?? esp in a diploma in biotech.... its not wad i wanted to take up actually...but then, to please my family, dat was the most meaningful one to me...
the results for doing sumtg u dun wan: poor poor poor results,condemned by big bro who did his course dat he wants... sigh... even my mum said that the amt of study i do now is way more than O level... maybe i'm just not up to studyg too much.. sheesh..4get it... no point groaning..
F&*K! canot take it...must let everytg out... every now and then i tink abt tings i can do in the future... how far can i go? hmmm...go??? i may even just stop at a freaking pathetic diploma...dat's the worse part.. and even to get dat, i'm gg thru alot of suffering... its hell... dat's y i need my sum1... aniwae, its been sumtime since i did crazy stuffs with the ncc peeps.. wait for anei to call me up lar... shit, i'm not gettg emo am i?? sigh...
wa piang, the $ issue now,.....how much can i earn next time?? haha
dat will be a joke i tink...maybe i expect it to be a joke when i see my payslip...
so if u guys out there tink biotech ppl are smart, can earn alot of money easily,then ure wrong...they go thru alottt of hardship man... and for quite a number, they study it for the sake of just academics and not intrest.... and in the end they dun like it dat much and suffer silently like me. the only diff is dat i willingly entered this route but it wasn't my first choice.. we are definitely not smart, its just dat we "waste" alot of time studying nonsense...ppl sae its for research but how many researchers are being recognised?? sigh... poly life relaxed?? nahhh...
laugh at me if u ppl wan to...its just my luck or maybe my fault that has landed me in this situation...gloat gloat and just gloat...
and for the suckiest part, u dun wanna tell all that have been said to my family man...when they pinned high hopes on me,expect good results,behaviour and all those shit...
why must it be me?? i did my part as a child, family member,brother...keeping my paternal grandmum when she needs us most and seeing her all cheerful except for a few complications is nice....just dat u wish she recovered fully... y must they still expect that much from me?? its freaking presurrizing... not being able to produce reults can be suicidal....i'm just afraid of failing them,making them disappointed and then drop my and my family's waterface...its just . . . sigh...
just explain to me if there is any expplanation for all these...
i guess these questions or tinkg will always sty with me forever until a miracle happens hopefully... it will be like a leech stuck to ur skin...
wad's gg to happen to me next?? shall let HIM decide...
speaking of which..when will i get back the discipline to strt praying again... i feel like a lost soul wandering around since the time i stopped...everytg seems hectic...sigh.. but i just cant strt again...even if i'm reminded, i will feel reluctant and not do it in the end cos even if i prayed, theres no point doin with a heavy heart...
y'all can call me emo...but yea, its all about letting go wad's in ur heart to feel better...there may be more, just dat its not in my brain now...(tears are rolling down)
sigh...i feel like got alot more tings i wanna thrash out!!! 4get it.. enuf of emo-ing if it even is...
not forgetting..my dear is taking her block test 2 till next week.... so far, its been all well for her... i feel good hearing that she was able to cope with her papers...
carry on k??..... after ur block test i shall bring u out to enjoy for a while..hehe ((;
that's all folks...back to notes....
i'm always here (=